Daddy part II

I really feel like the biggest jackass of all time. Around 6 o' clock on August 15th I was in a lobby and not by my father's side along with my mother, brothers, and his sister when he took his last breath. Because I was so awkwardly uncomfortable with seeing him in such a state. I realize now that I should have just sucked that shit up and done it anyway. I didn't think about how it looked behind his eyes. Analyzing one by one those beside him, trying to finish off his thought before the countdown of his heart ended. One by one...
~His loving sister
~His dearest wife
~His beloved two sons
~And...?

1 beat


A second more faint beat


The last....