Greatness

( ) = random thoughts/notes

Well today (well yesterday now) was pretty good...I finally found a dress (yes!! the workload is over) and i went to a pretty sweet shindig haha at britts for her b-day...I didnt know how nice i was at the drums in rock band minus the kick drum part >_>...i've always been a beast at the guitar and I didn't even attempt to sing. I heard some stellar songs on rock band that im in the mist of downloading now. Oh and I got to see kwuany kwuan! I havent seen that dude in like ever. It was good seeing marc too just as silly as ever. Well i dont have much to talk about i didnt have any important thoughts or anything it was just kind of a chill day...one of the first in a while.
[I am listening to...: We Are One by Buckethead and Serj Tankian]

~ shaken not really stirred_sueños

Daddy

[ ] = musical thoughts ( ) = random notes or thoughts { } = random/sudden annoyances

Geez i'm up some kinda early but thats kinda how its been all week (spring break!!) But onto the subjects..my daddys kinda in a situation where he's kinda in a hospital setting with this blue tube in his neck thats probably pretty annoying to him...I mean he can't talk and pretty much half of his body is paralyzed and some of his cognitive functions are a little off...it could be worse right? and he seems to be getting better but there are always those things that have to like annoy you you know?...The person of all ppl in my family that should get me gets some kind of ticked off when I dont choose to speak to my dad in the hospital..yeah I guess most people would be like "O geez what a prick you wont even talk to your own dad when hes in such a state?!" yeh ok thats great -moves on-...yeah thats what I do in those situations it amuses me. But anyway lately (being since i turned like 14) i've had a weird relationship with my dad...yeah i used to be a daddy's girl apparently i still am in other people's eyes [man the cocteau twins have some powerful music...] I think it's just cause' I look like him...anyway, when I go see my dad I walk in...put the hand sanitizer stuff on (I've been kinda sick lately and apparently its really dirty out there in the world) and i go over by the window and watch him...simple pretty easy well not really word count speaking I guess..but so much goes on in my mind...i'm watching his movements, his facil expressions, patterns, eye contact, signs of pain,....watching the machines...inspecting the sheets, pillows, floors, tables. I watch the nurses body language, tone of voice, eye contact, walking pace...all of this goes on within minutes and continues for however long were at the hospital...and still when we leave my brother gets this kind of ticked off and asks me why i'm not saying anything to my father and im like seriously dude? why dont you keep that shit to yourself sometime shit its so annoying and its funny because my mother has yet to complain to me about not talking....though i guess i've been more of a "mommas girl" if thats even a common term (hey cool tom n jerry is on) Well now my dads in this new facility that i've yet to check out...apparently my family likes to leave me home alone instead of waking me up these days..damn I still need to find a dress how lame I guess i'm done with this rant.
[Now i'm listening to...: Baby Love Child by Pizzicato Five]
~shaken not stirred_sueños

Finally

So I finally like made this thingy...looks pretty cool with the ripples and what not...but anyway I kinda just wanted to make a little introductory blog entry to kinda warm things up I think i'm gonna stay a little anonymous to strangers and not like map out my stats...thats work... if you know me you know me, straight like that(ha ha). But yeah wow that was like the first period of this whole entry (anyone reading this get used to it!) those who read my rants on IM should be kinda like used to it I like to use that whole poetic license thing. Who really pays attention to all that grammer and puncuation when theyre ranting you know? Oh man the music im listening to is so not right for how im feeling..hmm I should make a blog about that...So yeah yay my first blog! woo hoo -releases doves-...wait i think they only do that at like funerals and stuff...-launches fireworks- thats more like it!

~shaken not stirred_sueños